On September 1st, a huge chapter in my life ended. It was my last day at my corporate finance job out in the suburbs of Chicago! The month leading up to this day was filled with uncertainty, undeniable terror and heavy emotion. As all of this emerged around me and within me, things began to shift for me in a way where everything I love and am passionate about began to move to the center of my life.
As I look back on it all, I can't help but smile as I settle into this new phase in my life. I like to call it the emergence of the Psychic Artist! It is the first time in my life I have the freedom and space to create from an authentic place within me and through those creations I am able to express an aspect of myself that has gone unseen from the world. There is this new found courage that I had no idea existed! If you would have told me 3 years ago, that I'd be quitting my job and pursuing being an artist and psychic teacher full time, I would have laughed in your face and said "get real!" That right there is the irony of this entire journey. All that I once thought was real for me slowly began to fall apart over the last 3 years. This life I built around what I was taught and shown as being real, was in fact not my life at all. There was one big thing missing in all of it, and it was me! It was in exploring my psychic abilities where I was able to create space to have more and more of myself in my life! It wasn't necessarily about finding myself. Deep down I always knew who I was, and where I was. It was about giving myself the permission to have me be the center of my life and be the ultimate creator within my life. So today, I find myself on the Journey of a Psychic Artist! The two are so closely connected in my life. To be psychic is an art and to be an artist is so psychic to me. To connect and explore the world around me, seeing and experiencing the varying energies and forms is truly magical. To express it through color and texture on canvas is the most healing experience of my life. What is most exciting, is it's only the beginning!
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